Lately I have been thinking about you quite frequently. At times I talk to God about you.
Maybe we have met or maybe we are yet to meet. As of now, I don’t know a thing about you; how you look, your character, likes, dislikes … to mention but a few. A friend told me that sometimes God gives us what we think we need to make us realize that it is not good for us. With you, I don’t want to gamble. I want it to be right and feel right from the moment we embark on courtship leading to marriage.
I want us to grow while guarding; that we will not awaken love until it so desires. As we get to understand each other better, I pray that our interactions will be founded on Christ Jesus, that everything we do will glorify God.
Having given myself to waiting, sometimes it becomes excruciatingly painful and I at times am on the verge of giving up on you. But Ecclesiastes 3:11 “He has made everything beautiful in its time.” keeps me hopeful. The truth of the matter is, if you came my way right now, I wouldn’t know how to relate with you. God is still working on me, preparing me for you and most importantly for His purpose with our lives. I know that He is also working on you.
I hope that you are praying for me; that God will mold me especially in the area of submission for that is what is required of a wife. Most importantly, I hope you are praying with me.
Yours In Love
Future wife
